Made. Mail sent. I drop out of the show in Italy.  I have to be a realist.
Unemployed, poor artist, without support. No, I have to be realist.
The reality is …….

I am grateful, however,  it was a honor to know that I was so talented in what I do that I was selected to such a huge show. . But  honor does not feed an artist. If I continue this way , the art will be my death.